rollercoaster.

my life is like a rollercoaster. since i've been home there have been so many twists and turns that i never expected. i have been extremely frustrated recently cuz of health issues, but even so..i cant let that get me down. i've got alot to do. i need to get going. i'm excited to see how things turn out but scared that i'll become complacent and stop listening. it is encouraging to know that even in the midst of all my confusion God knows exactly what's going on and exactly what i need. my problem is to stop long enough to listen. how many times do i just run thru my day and realize..i did absolutely nothing. well, i've gotta start somewhere and to-day seems like a good day to begin. i'm currently working on my "project"/ministry/company/whatever you wanna call it for my girls. I've got a website created and am working on pulling together my first weekend event. The website is: http://www.beautifulyounme.webs.com/ it is very bare right now, i need to find someone who can help me fill in the blanks and work on design. but it's a start. it's more than i had this morning. keep moving forward. i dont know where this rollercoaster will take me next, tears, laughter, frustration, but i know that where it takes me God is right by my side,

so bring it!