if i cant..

here's where my love crashed on the waves. rocked by the ocean. it spun into a hurricane causing confusion and panic to all around. before awkwardly settling into a single question. a question unable to be answered until the very moment the skies cleared. it seems ironic that once answered it started to rain. the tumulous current pulling me back under. i was dragged along the fixed coral which was unmoving, staring at the raw scene. right when i thought my lungs would burst from the pain rising in my chest my head cleared the surface. unable to locate familiar landmarks i looked up at the sky and saw crystal blue. it was almost as if i was upsidedown and the ocean was above me while i was in the clouds. the sight was intoxicating, wondering what reality was. curious as to what would befall if the sky and ocean started to converge. if i cant swim to the shore i might not survive, but who wants to sit casually on the shore, watching all of the waves play tauntingly with the rocks, all the wonders underneath surface waiting to be discovered..this is right where i'm supposed to be.